6 Months

3/16/2015

6 short months, 6 long months.  I miss my husband.  I miss his smile, his touch, his laugh...I think I miss his laugh the most.

So much has happened in the past 6 months, so many changes.  When I think of all you have missed, I just want to cry.  When I think about all the things you will miss well, I can't even wrap my mind around that.  Still unsure as to how I am supposed to do forever without you but I take one day, one hour, one step at a time and pray for God to carry me on this heartbreaking journey.   Steven and I are on a path no parent and child should walk but walk it we must.  We think of you every second of every day and discuss if you would like something or not or how you would do something.  You factor into every decision we make because we want to know you are proud of us and that you are smiling down on us from heaven.  Our love truly is everlasting and for that I am grateful.