21 months later

Today is 21 months since my world changed forever.  To honor Jared and his life, Steven and I are spending time in Montana and Wyoming, places Jared always wanted to see and that were on our list.  And it has been one of the best decisions I have ever made.

This vacation has made me face my fears (riding a horse on the edge of a cliff) and empowered me to know I can do and survive anything. This vacation has also been so healing for Steven.  Him telling me he feels good for the first time since Jared died has made this trip worthwhile.

Our life will never be the same without Jared but now we know it will still be a life well lived.  A life he will be proud we lived.  A life where we face new adventures.  A life of love and laughter. A full life.

We will always miss Jared and wish he was here to share in our adventures but since that wish cannot come true, we will live and take many adventures and know he is watching over us and smiling.