Transplant wife and widow

As Halloween approaches, I find myself missing Jared more than I do everyday.  I think that is because this year Steven wants to have a scar...

So much of my time now I find myself thinking about death and grief. And I realized I have never known life without death and grief. By ...

A friend of ours dog is very sick and is losing her battle with cancer. So last night I was telling Steven that Roxy's chemo is not work...

When Jared died I got extremely used to people making idiotic comments. No matter how well-intentioned, many comments made my heart hurt. ...

Tonight was a hard mommy night. After his football game tonight, my son was crying.  H was upset because he said he has no one to practice w...

When Jared died 13 months ago, my future died with him.  My planned and unplanned future.  All the milestones my son will reach that his ...

13 months today.  How is it even possible that I have survived 13 months without you?  So much has changed in 13 months and yet so much has ...