Today my heart is all a flutter. Six weeks ago I met someone amazing. A man who truly seems to care about me. To love me despite my faults and all my baggage. A man who is not jealous of my late husband. But instead ask questions and wants to know our story. And will comfort me when the grief monster strikes. A man who understands that a part of my heart will always love Jared but that my heart is expanding to love him too. A man who is willing to go as slow or as fast as I am comfortable. He never pressures or expects anything more than I can give.
A man who makes me laugh. A man who makes me feel things I never thought possible. Emotions so intense it's hard to wrap my head around them. A man who makes me want to plan a future. A future with him. A man who takes me as I am. Who understands that I am often honest to a fault. A man who appreciates my candor and doesn't want to change me. A man who appreciates that I ask a million questions. And more importantly, answers all my questions without hesitation. A man who makes me want to throw caution to the wind. Makes me thankful we decided to jump into this relationship. A man I truly believe was heaven sent to me. A man who is everything I didn't know I was looking for. But is everything I need.
A man who has helped me to realize that I can love two men. Two men who are completely different but equally important to me. Two men who have made me feel beautiful and loved. One who was my past. And one who will, hopefully, be my future.
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